when all of the beauty turns to pain / Thursday, July 09, 2009
i just realised something.
i kept having this nagging suspicion that the word saturday seemed to pop up overly frequently during outing discussions, but i never quite did manage to remember why. but now i remember.
DID I JUST AGREE TO GO FOR CHORALE PICNIC, 409 CLASS GATHERING AND RGSCHOIR ALUMNI DINNER ON THE SAME FREAKING DAY?!?!?!?!
omg my stupidity knows no bounds
P.S. i somehow have piano lesson in the morning as well
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i miss china. haven't seen 张祎韵 since... idk end of 07? holy craaaap D: i bet he's damn damn damn tall alr argh every time we go back he's like shoom shooting waaaaay past me. argh and he must be in 高中 alr omg omg omg D:
mummy says we'll go to china end of this year :D but but but carolling how omg i'm so torn
i can't blog in english about this all my thoughts are just floating out in random bits of chinese
想念死了! 那个臭小鬼，想必也已经超过1点8米了 天啊时间过得实在是太快了 不知道胖胖还活着吗 它可是我这一生中最爱的狗 对一向讨厌狗的我来说 也怪神奇的~ 比起新家，建安别院的房子更值得怀念吧。 骑自行车 踢足球 拼命看碟片 跑去周阿姨家 等祎韵放学回来再跑去他家玩
那段时光实在是太棒了 ^^
okay enough chinese ahhh gnight world i shall go dream of the past
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8:37 PM
and all the scars of the nevers and maybes die / Wednesday, July 08, 2009
after nearly two days of soup/no food, i finally managed to eat solid food AND IT STAYED DOWN :D :D oh this is such a cause for celebration.
today my epic purchase of yong tao foo in the canteen cost me a grand total of 80 cents :D you should've seen the look on the stall auntie and joseph's faces man
in othe news i have handball for PE! hahahaha i laugh at all you people who got bodyjam :D
KOed for 4 hours after coming back from school. not good. econs undone. whee
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speaking of which, seeing and hearing all the hype about transformers everywhere...
just who is megan fox and what exactly does she look like?!
okay i just googled. -.-
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i take everything back. i just puked everything out. and my econs homework is still not touched.
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9:43 PM
city of angels / Tuesday, July 07, 2009
zomg my physics MCQ = win
8/30! geof i think i really need that physics tuition lol
B for math, according to kj
oh and i forgot to mention, i'm sick again! :D fever last night. and it's exactly a month from the last time i fell sick
operation improve condition of gastric commences tomorrow, i'm gonna be bringing food with me EVERYWHERE I GO i'm sick of puking nonstop woots let's go
and cheer up dennis(:
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8:45 PM
why live life from dream to dream / Thursday, July 02, 2009
i'm mildly depressed at the moment.
thank goodness i decided to crash rgschoir prac and talk to ms loo. i feel healed by their voices, well at least when they were singing schlof main kind. it has been and always will be one of my very favourite pieces, ever since sec one. talking to ms loo all the way back to bishan made me feel very much better. i've never felt worse in a long time. and it was showing. i hate that. i'm sorry.
i just need to shut myself out for a bit. i guess the lack of sleep and inability to eat properly is taking it's toll, i need to have better stress management skills. it's always like this. i get stressed, i lose sleep, i lose appetite, i get severe gastric pains, and it keeps on getting worse.
and i wish you wouldn't do that. i'm torn as it is and what you're doing isn't making it any better. i saw it coming, but that doesn't make it any less annoying.
i haven't blogged like this in a long time. today was supposed to be a happy day. but somehow, i'm not quite as happy as i should be.
right now i can only think of one person who would probably make me feel better. but calling her would just make me want to see her even more, and i miss her very much as it is.
oh, and, physics was a complete disaster. i've never ever felt such absolute despair staring at stuff on paper that didn't make sense at all. okay actually i have, like sec 3 bio eoy when i completely didn't study and was prepared to fail. but when i got it back it was 30/60 -.- but today's paper was, wow. hahahaha but at least CTs are over
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8:08 PM
one day more! / Wednesday, July 01, 2009
YAY THREE DOWN ONE TO GO
math was a piece of shit i lost so much sleep over it for nothing -.- okay fine i lost many 1 or 2 marks here and there but whatever i knew how to do most of the parts of every single question, careless mistakes here and there lol okay actually if you add all of them up it's quite substantial but frankly speaking I COULDN'T GIVE A SHIT IT'S OVER :D:D:D
left with physics, done mugging it a week ago but gotta revise. THEN TOMORROW WE PLAY!
:D
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3:45 PM
turn around and face your fate / Tuesday, June 30, 2009
TWO DOWN, TWO TO GO!!!!
I DIDN'T DIE FOR HISTORY! 2 MORE PAPERS!!! shit la but idk how to survive through 3 hour paper leh 1 and a half i just died after the paper my hand cramped to bits and i felt like a spastic spider
whee i haven't started math revision
and lol it's funny, the way my mum phrased our new expectations when going for exams. it used to be, okay this time gonna get 3.6/4.0. now it's like, PASS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE T_T
hehe okay imma sleep first i lost too many hours of sleep worrying about failing history
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10:40 AM
a question of will / Monday, June 29, 2009
in the usual retard fiona fashion i will resume consistent blogging during the exam week.
TO DESTRESS LA DEH. i went berserk on like a million people today and i kept shrieking like a... okay i don't know like what.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVEN'T STARTED ON IH YET I'M ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH SEAH HISTORY PAPER IS TOMORROW MORNING I'M SUPER DEAD TIRED FROM ECONS PAPER (I FINISHED NEITHER ESSAY NOR CASE STUDY) WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE
never mind. 1 down, 3 to go.
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4:32 PM
